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Life Passing By by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Life Passing By

Standing at the top didn't seem as amazing as I thought it would be. Looking down at everyone who passed under me made me feel as if there was something more to this story then what I was trying to find. Millions of thoughts ran through my head, not one actually making any sense to me. Knowing that time was running out on my life was a terrifying thought. Time is something I have very little of and here I am spending it on top of the Eiffel tower feeling emptier than ever. How does finally making your dream come true leave you with nothing but pain… being in Paris wasn't the problem, it was beautiful and I love every moment of it seein

Banana Pancakes by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Banana Pancakes

I start dancing around my bedroom, "Can't you it's just raining, there ain't no need to go outside..." I sing a long to Banana Pancakes as it came on over the radio. I'm to lost in the song to notice there is someone standing in my door frame. "You still love listening to this song don't you?" I stop my movements fast and whip around to see who my intruder is. "Why are you in my house, freak." I say annoyed as I go to sit on my bed to turning up the song to ignore the miscreant that is in my room. "No matter how loud it is you can't make me go away. I think you secretly like it when I am around." I keep on ignoring him engrossed in the ama

undesirable by lulusscerectlover, literature

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undesirable

undesirable- denifed as a word meaning not pleasureable enough or unwanted. Most have felt at a time in there life as this, but i can't help but feel it now. I watch my friends date and i can't help but wonder when will it be my turn to be happy with a guy. The only guy that's really ever showed interest flirted with me for two years and did nothing but found someone else to dare. So sometimes i can't help but wonder is maybe i'm no pretty enough, or smart enough or, witty enough for a guy to like me. I want to feel what they feel. I'm happy for my friends I just want what they have sometimes. But i have just keep telling myself that i my day

Which do I Choose by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Which do I Choose

Have you every had to hide a huge secret about yourself before? How big was this secret and when it finally came out did you have to make one of the biggest dicisions ever so far? We've all had our secrets the good the bad, but mine is worse. Atleast for me it is. I can't walk down the hallways at school without being called "Tranny". The name may seem harmless to "normal" people but to me it means everything. It means so much to me because i am a FTM otherwise known as a Female to Male Transgerder. For those of you who aren't sure of what that means i will explain. I was born as female girl parts all around my body, but i had always kn

Selfish by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Selfish

It has always been said that if you love something enought that you should be allowed to set it free. What if I can't do that? What if I'm so selfish that I can't let you go, not yet at least. I want our time together to last forever. What happens when you leave and we never speack again. We would sit in wonder of could of been or we lose all memories of one another. How can we allow that to happen all that we've been through? Sorry for being selfish and not letting you grow into the better person that i know you can be, but i can' t stand to see you leave not yet. I understand it's your needs, but what about mine? I also know you

Feelings by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Feelings

Have you ever felt so strongly for a person that your heart starts to race whenever they are near. Butterfly's start to form in your stomach when they are around. You feel nervous yet still have a sense of calm when near them. Want them to have all attention turned towards you. Can't help but smile when you see them. Cherish every moment spent together especially when they are limited. Felt crushed because they seem so unattainable, but happy that you can keep him around as a friend when you know that you want more. Do you replay memories that you share that make you smile and laugh and hope that there are more as time goes on. Wish that he w

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Life Passing By by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Banana Pancakes by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Which do I Choose

Selfish by lulusscerectlover, literature

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Selfish

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July 22
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Current Residence: Home
Favourite genre of music: Indie rock, pop, and normal rock and pop.
Favourite photographer: Little Whispers
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano
Shell of choice: Seashell
Favourite cartoon character: Woody from toy story
Personal Quote: Live life as you wish and ever wish will be fulfilled.

Favourite Visual Artist

Van Gogh, and Japanese freak show.

Favourite Movies

Just go with it, harry potter, and many more.

Favourite TV Shows

Degrassi, Awkward, Merlin, and more.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Kooks

Favourite Books

The Summer I turned Pretty series, Teen Idol, The year of Secret assignments.

Favourite Writers

Myself... If only it were true

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Reading, Writing, Listening to music.

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lulusscerectlover

Feb 25, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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i'm being deprived of reading a book because i should be getting homework done so my roommate hid it from me. Im offically obsessed with the hunger game series. I couldn't put the first one down and now they are stopping me from reading the next :( im going crazy!!!!!

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lulusscerectlover

Dec 2, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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Click to add textStart with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% Virgin. Lowest number you have the more you've done. Tag only three people. (X) Drank alcohol. (X) Cried when someone died. () Been drunk. () Had sex. () Been to a concert. ()gotten/given a hand-job. () gotten/given a blow-job. (X) Been verbally/sexually harassed. (X) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95% >_> not doin so well.... (X) Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (X) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (  ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (  ) Been cheated on by a boyfri

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lulusscerectlover

Nov 26, 2011

Turkey Day

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So it has been a pretty awsome Turkey Weekend!! I've been home since Tuesday night here till Sunday!! Had an amazing turkey feast with me madre y dose peros. MUY BEINO!! NOT ONLY DID I EAT TURKEY but i also got to see some serious sexiness on my television screen!! HMMM... oh how Taylor Lautner will so day be my husband. I have this plan where he is going to come to southwest state and room with one of my guy friends. HMMM... i would never leave his room. Hopes everyone elses Thanksgiving has been awsome. LURVS YOU ALL!! OH I ALMOST FORGOT... *drum roll* I GOT A PERM!! my hair is officaly curly. Peace out suckas!

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Jan 1, 2011

THANKS FOR THE FAVE!!!

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cause i said so.

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Oct 4, 2010

FRIENDSHIP WEEK~♥♥~
Send this to at least 15 people you love
including me if you care 4 me! *Let's see how many hearts you get!*
Please continue sending your own love to those you care for.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore it ♥♥ But you know I love you

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Jun 20, 2010

A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.*Send this to 20 of your truest friends of DA; if you get this back you're a true friend!

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Jun 20, 2010